Be a man
Grow up strong
Take my hand
It won't be long…
Take your stance
Here's a gun
Join the dance
Have some fun
Learn to kill
Learn to bleed
Have a fill
Of your own seed
Be a man
Grow up strong
Lead my hand
It's now your song
Child no more
Now a man
Getting sore
From this old hand
He's been taught
About life
He's been caught
In the strife
Can he learn
Outside thought
Can he burn
More then naught
See this blood
Stain your hand
Out from mud
Comes this man
One old man
From the Earth
Stays his hand
Loses mirth
No more blood
Only death
Back to mud
After death
Just a man
Loses count
Touch his hand
And
Be a man
Grow up strong
Take my hand
It won't be long…
Take your stance
Here's a gun
Join the dance
Have some fun
Learn to kill
Learn to bleed
Have a fill
Of your own seed
Be a man
Grow up strong
Lead my hand
It's now your song
Child no more
Now a man
Getting sore
From this old hand
He's been taught
About life
He's been caught
In the strife
Can he learn
Outside thought
Can he burn
More then naught
See this blood
Stain your hand
Out from mud
Comes this man
One old man
From the Earth
Stays his hand
Loses mirth
No more blood
Only death
Back to mud
After death
Just a man
Loses count
Touch his hand
And
Only Him, and he
My one persecutor is Him, and he is my only friend
My one demise comes from Him, and only he can save me
My death will be at His hand, but I will be saved by him.
People say He created life; He can take it away
I say he took life for me, and I will give it back when I am finished
Why does He torment me?
All I can do is turn to him
Good? Just? None of those words describe Him
Just he
Only he can explain what I can become
Only he can help me become that
Only he knows what I need to be great
And only He can disrupt all of life's striving for that
Now he is gone
What was I left with?
A hole
Part of my soul has
What great longing is this?
I sit here and listen
Bringing up feelings..
Indescribable
Not love
Hate
Jealousy
Envy
…What then?
I wish I could test it
I wish there was a test for it
Some sort of way to know for sure
What is this want bubbling away at me?
Coming up from inside
This simple sound..
One melody
Why does it conjure up images..
No.. not images..
A vague remembrance
Of something..
Lost?
Waiting to be found?
An object?
An idea?
A need
It's a need
For something more
What more can I want?
…I don't want to be alone
Black night
Bright day
Blue sky
Gone away
Things will come
Things will be
You don\'t think?
Wait and see
I\'ll show you
You just wait
You can\'t tell
Full of hate
One more time
Go get high
One more time
Then you die
Now you see
What I mean
Come with me
And be unclean
If you could melt a dream into its essence
Make it into liquid desire
Some sort of ethereal presence
Let it burn within your fire
Let it create something new
A new kind of life
Something, maybe not so blue
Shall it eliminate all strife?
This new something
Let it grow into magnificence
We shall sing
Of this great omnipotence
What are dreams truly made of?
That is something we have all yet to learn
Don't be naïve, it's not love
It's something even more; just yearn
Can you even imagine?
What power lies within!
But no, it must be just legend
There can't be such things therein
I say there can
Who are you to contest this?
Th
I\'m sick today
You\'ll never guess why
And even if you may
I bet it\'ll make you cry
I have no valentine
she\'s a lowlife dirt
she once was mine
but then I got hurt
She took my heart and ran
Killing me as she did
She went to another man
and even had a kid!
Why would she do this
to someone such as me?
I never got one kiss
and yet she held the key
She killed me on Valentine\'s
when she ran away
Now to get some wine
and get real drunk today
There is a lovely flower
Its smell is not at all sour
It opens to first light everyday
And closes to darkness in the same way
Its petals unfurl slowly at first
Then quicken, with a thirst
Hungry for lights goodwill
Hungry to drink its fill
Then light leaves, and the flower slides shut
Its fragrant scent now no more, but
A person comes along
With a hungry nose
Humming a small song
As he steps, it flows
This is no good song
As it makes everything cower
He doesn\'t hum for long
When he spies a flower
How delicate it seems
In this pale moonlight
\"It shall be mine,\" He deems
as soon as it enters his sight
He moves closer to
God damn piece of little shit eating mother fucking liar whore on crack! Lie about me? About what I did? No more. I am done. I will bleed out the wrongs onto the ground and replace you within my body with emptyness. Emptyness hurts far less then you will, and you were always there. I will be refilled without you, and then come back to haunt you.
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Starting out
Everything is there for you
Everything is laid out before you
A flat ground
It is dawn
Moving on, walking through this
Toward what?
You can not see
Or know
It is light
You come upon a slope
It is moving down
Into darkness
There is bad here
You must go on
Toward what?
You may forget
Or pretend to not care
It is darkening
You move farther into the valley
Seeing a steep hill in front of you
You can not see over it
Or know what is beyond it
You are in the valley
It is dark
You move up the hill
It grows lighter
The hill gets smaller
The farther you travel
The more you try
It is lightening
You reach the